Someone I really care about decided to walk out of my life.
On the surface I appear fine, but inside its just reinforcing the theory that I have abandonment issues. First my dad, then my adopted dad, several girls later here I am.
I’m trying to “Keep My Head Up” as Andy Grammer would sing but it’s tough.
People really know how to make me feel pretty worthless, like if I just left I wouldn’t be missed. I know it isn’t the case but sometimes it seems like the only thing that makes sense.
It also confirms that I’m going to most likely die alone.
I can’t wait to be home so I can relapse into music and work and just block everything out.
I wish I had someone to connect with on a deep emotional level, setbacks of being a private person.
Oh well.
Life goes on, time to cast my line and try these so called “other fish” that I heard roam this ever expanding sea called life.
These guys are amazing!!
(Source: sandandglass)
Happy Birthday Dr. Seuss!
You truly are an inspiration.
Even though I am 20 years old.
I will never stop enjoying your books.
or quotes.


