it official.
i have decide that i will transfer to oregon in the fall of 2013.
i can’t wait.
good thing i have a legit gpa so i can get scholarships.
i’m going to major in psychology.
they also have a class called imagination.
so stoked!!!

it official.

i have decide that i will transfer to oregon in the fall of 2013.

i can’t wait.

good thing i have a legit gpa so i can get scholarships.

i’m going to major in psychology.

they also have a class called imagination.

so stoked!!!

Today…

Someone I really care about decided to walk out of my life.
On the surface I appear fine, but inside its just reinforcing the theory that I have abandonment issues. First my dad, then my adopted dad, several girls later here I am.
I’m trying to “Keep My Head Up” as Andy Grammer would sing but it’s tough.
People really know how to make me feel pretty worthless, like if I just left I wouldn’t be missed. I know it isn’t the case but sometimes it seems like the only thing that makes sense.
It also confirms that I’m going to most likely die alone.
I can’t wait to be home so I can relapse into music and work and just block everything out.
I wish I had someone to connect with on a deep emotional level, setbacks of being a private person.
Oh well.
Life goes on, time to cast my line and try these so called “other fish” that I heard roam this ever expanding sea called life.

Sodium pentothal, known commonly as truth serum.

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These guys are amazing!!

theycallmelu:

miss-kalah:

I need a thunder buddy

Hahahahaha where is this even from?

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Possibly one of their best songs. Wish I could sing like Alex

Possibly one of their best songs. Wish I could sing like Alex

Happy Birthday Dr. Seuss!
You truly are an inspiration. 
Even though I am 20 years old.
I will never stop enjoying your books.
or quotes.

Happy Birthday Dr. Seuss!

You truly are an inspiration. 

Even though I am 20 years old.

I will never stop enjoying your books.

or quotes.

toypaj

toypaj

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